Brain Vomit

Why

Thu, 03 Dec 2009 05:47:07 GMT

Why did I get a twitter????

I DON'T KNOW MANG BUT I DID

twitter.com/StAngFdz

YOU KNOW YOU WANNA HEAR ABOUT MY DAY RIGHT YOU KNOW IT

Does anyone know about LJ LAYOUTS WOULD ANYONE MAKE ME ONE

that would be cool

MY BLUE BACKGROUND DOESN'T REALLY CUT IT FOR ME AT THIS MOMENT IN MY LIFE.

OH MY GOD

Fri, 20 Nov 2009 19:53:44 GMT

TRACING THINGS IS FUN WHEN YOU'RE BORED

tegaki

Wed, 18 Nov 2009 04:07:35 GMT

Man I hate tegaki so much

WHERE IS THE COLOR PICKER >:CCCCCCCCCC FFFFFFFFFFFF

but serias it's the first decent thing I've ever done on tegaki...
http://www.unowen.net/tegaki/dblog.php?u=10848&e=872101

I like posting comments better than I like drawing...

EXAMPLE http://www.unowen.net/tegaki/dblog.php?u=61535&e=872108

(I'M MEAN)

Wed, 04 Nov 2009 20:01:59 GMT

ONE AM DOODLES

Mon, 26 Oct 2009 06:09:24 GMT

Sun, 18 Oct 2009 07:59:07 GMT

doot doot...

The one on the left is the new one.

The one on the right is new!

Dom makes me hot in my pants. 8 u8

Sat, 17 Oct 2009 07:53:43 GMT

doot doot...

Wed, 07 Oct 2009 05:11:47 GMT

Workin' on face planes... nose came out pretty good in this
yeah dudnno.

BRUSH RAPE

Sun, 04 Oct 2009 08:06:25 GMT

I LOVE BRUSHES GUYS DON'T YOU

Blah and Harrumph

Wed, 30 Sep 2009 02:18:24 GMT

Styles

Fri, 25 Sep 2009 06:44:02 GMT

NEED NEW STYLES

Thu, 12 Mar 2009 20:57:49 GMT

omg
oooomg.

so I am so pissed.

I entered this contest, right?

RIGHT. Of course right.
I'm always right.

SO ANYWAY.

It's this contest for shitty drawers and I'm like-- a shitty drawer so I was like fuck this i"m entering I'm sure I'll win at...at being...the worst...

...:(

anyway

so I entered the first round
and
this girl
beat me

oh my god. I am sooooooooooooo angry

she ONLY won because that STUPID BITCHFACEWHORECUNT FISH EATING BASTARD LOVING HORSE voted for HERS instead of MINE

MYNAMEISMAD

IF YOU EVER READ THIS

I CHALLENGE YOU TO A DUEL OR SOMETHING OH GOD

MINE WAS SOOO BAD oh my god I wanted to cry it was so bad

BUT SHE WAS LIKE

"OH WHATEVER I HATE YOU MISSUSHOW YOU'RE SUCH A FUCKING BITCH

I DON'T CARE IF YOU'RE THE SHITTIEST PERSON EVER YOU'RE NOT GOING TO WIN
WHY DID YOU ENTER THIS CONTEST
YOU MUST
HAVE KNOWN A LOSER LIKE YOU COULDN'T WIN IT"

I'm going to go cry brb

...

...

okay back. :(

You guys I'm so depressed.

BLAH

Wed, 25 Feb 2009 21:44:36 GMT

BLAH BLAH OH GOD MY LIFE WHYYYY (heeheheheheheee)!

mng

Fri, 08 Aug 2008 22:33:18 GMT

So I suck.

I was really awake last night thinking aout how much everything sucks and everything I'm worried about.

My future. College. Everything undecided.

On top of that, my friends from camp. I feel like I met some really awesome, special, fantastic people. I became really good friends with them--

and now distance is in the way of these friendships.

Sometiems I worry that I like my friends more than they like me. Like I try to put all the effort into these relationships (over the internet, go figure.) than they do.

Like, I've always got this vague feeling that-- if I left them alone-- they'd just forget about me.

That's my main fear. That this is going to end up like one of those damn--

"When I was a kid I went to camp and met a bunch of great people."

And that's it.

I'm so worried that I'll forget them. Or that this was it. I get to see them once-- and then any time after that it's too late. It's spoiled.

I don't want to forget about these people who're so fantastic to be around.

And I don't want them to forget about /me/.

Like-- I kind of feel like I like all the cool kids and they sort of tolerate me.

but when I'm gone they'll forget.

why

do I have to be so far from everybody?

monocle club

Tue, 24 Jun 2008 03:35:36 GMT

These are my two companions in the monocle club, which I /wanted/ to call 'the blank oracles', but y'know.

fucking monocles it is.

WUAAAAGH

Sun, 22 Jun 2008 03:06:40 GMT

DOODLES.

Some things

Wed, 07 May 2008 01:41:52 GMT

So I was thinking about G (Imma call him 'g' cause y'know. cause.). And I was thinking about how much this damn crush was causing me misery and pain so I thought 'well I'll just stop it.'

I didn't realize 'just stopping' worked both ways. Because now G's doing it TOO.

We're doing the exact same thing. Like, liking each other but ignoring each other.

Which SUCKS. I dislike that. It makes me terribly unhappy when I get ignored. I hope he feels worse than I do. >:C

So I've decided 'okay. That sucked. I'm going to stop that. Back to my cheerful self. Or something.'

Except I think part of the awkwardness is stemming from him realizing that I liked him back and things just arn't fun when you /know/ that.

OR him realizing it wasn't a real crush that he had. He just had one of those pretend ones you get because you know that person likes you so you think you like them back.

OR he's got a new girlfriend.

NiCOLE.

niCOOOOLE.

Who's like tenmillion times prettier than I am. I'm 'cute'. She's 'beautiful'.

She doesn't say much but she does look at G often and then TODAY they were studying in the library together.

Which makes me sad because I /know/ G fits into a certain social group, and she's definitely from that group. And I think he may be a bit afraid of getting involved with me because I'm a seperate group unto myself.

And niCOLE is SAFE. Pretty. Nice. Hangs with the people he hangs with. Smart.

I started LIKING Greg before I knew he was part of that group. Otherwise I might not have even tried because I KNOW that sort of group doesn't like to mix much. Because it isn't safe.

I didn't think it mattered.
(I only just started thinking this because I wore a crazy outfit monday and he kind of shied away)

Then again I may be overanalizing this.
They may just be like bff's for EVER.

And he's just ignoring me in APUSh because he doesn't feel like talking to me.

or something.

..

Yeah I got it bad. I can stop it but I think I like him too much to bother.

which sucks.

Because we never even talk. I don't have his number. I don't know who he is. He just makes me laugh.

obvious femenism

Thu, 01 May 2008 21:28:56 GMT

omg im a girl therefore im opresed and peupl shuld understand wen im a total bech!

...

Yeah, so that really wasn't the /exact/ tone of this article: http://synecdochic.livejournal.com/214607.html

but after thinking about it for awhile I found that I was a little annoyed.

Maybe it's just me. Maybe it's because I have small boobs and no guys that I know of have ever approached me in a way that I've considered creepy, or sexual, and none of them have stared at my boobs for prolonged periods of time.

I'm lucky, that way. I don't feel objectified.

But I think women are getting paranoid. So you're objectified.

Get over it. Getting into a hissy fit over a guy staring at your chest for a long time is stupid.

And I realize, when I say 'that's what guys do', sounds like I'm totally against feminism, but I'm not.

Because I don't think that when I say that that's what guys do is because society dictates that they have a higher place in society, it just means they like boobs.

And if you're wearing a shirt that makes your tits look like mount everests, well /really/.

And when this lady talks about 'that guy' and she mentions that women can be 'that guy' as well-- well that sort of completely topples the idea that men are 'that guy' because they're privileged.

I don't see how they're privileged in the first place. Feminism pisses me off sometimes.

Sat, 22 Mar 2008 18:04:47 GMT

Fyoo fyoo fyoo.

Best to keep up with this thing so I can see some pritti arts.

Well...

Tue, 20 Feb 2007 07:02:14 GMT

Well maybe I'm not that sorry.

Been awhile

Sun, 18 Feb 2007 01:37:09 GMT

Been awhile.

So I click on my Yahoo and I see that I have...11 messages.

All from this stupid tagged thing I signed up for.

g'dammit.

ohwell, I guess. I've met a couple nice people, even though they spell like retards.

Also one total creep. He had pictures of him in his bathtubb.

Jeez. The picture I put up wasn't that great, peopel. *annoyed*

My parents

Wed, 14 Feb 2007 02:48:11 GMT

Parents are super awesome. I hope the people I know appreciate theirs.

I know some don't, and that's sad.

But my parents are super awesome.

They are seriously the best parents ever. I don't know how they handle us...we're nuts.

Sun, 04 Feb 2007 01:49:29 GMT

Mana mana mana mana!

I LOVE MANA!

Nope. Not manana MANA!

It's a BAND. A band in SPANISH.

It's an awesome BAND.

WOOOOOO!

I also love manana though. Doncha worry! Woo!

The news

Wed, 31 Jan 2007 06:45:53 GMT

I dislike the news. It is fickle and stupid, and the people who watch it are stupider.

I was particularly displeased with the news today! Why?

The morning news. Very grim, talking about Iran, Iraq...how Iran is giving weapons to Iraq and basically how this is turning into another vietnam war thing...

whatever. What else is new.

So that's not what upset me. What upset me, is that RIGHT after that. And I mean, RIGHT after that...

They talked about a horse.

You read that right. They talked about the funeral of a horse. Midn you, he was an important horse. A race horse. Something with a B...but come ON.

Iraq Iran Irqa Iran and a horse!!!

What?! A horse!? Where!?

...well. That bothered me initially very much. But I let it slide. Why? I'm that type of person (not).

So I go on to read possibly one of the crappiest newspapers in the existance of the world. The Idaho Statesman.

Here are the articles that were on the front page.

Tight udget prompts ACHD to rethink

Otter, State Board proposals for college aid find wide support

Boy, 12, may be charged as an adult.
---

Allright. THat's O-K.

But the biggest blow was on Nation/world news...

A picture of Iraq and the war on top, with a lengthy explanation (not half a page...more like an eighth of the page), and then, BIG PICTURE, BIG LETTERS...

because this is BIG NEWS, people.

AN 84 year old man WINS THE LOTTERY!

WOW!

...wow! ...right?

just...just beat me up to stop the pain.

Lalala spyware!

Tue, 30 Jan 2007 00:41:42 GMT

This is officially the end of my porn video watching days people!

*gigglesnort* You'll have to guess at whether I'm serious or not.

Nevertheless!

My computer has contracted a deadly downloader virus. Or...not deadly.

Just extremely annoying. I've downloaded three programs to get rid of it. None which have succeeded, though they have succeeded in cleaning out my harddrive a bit more.

Turns out I had all this spyware on it.

AUGH NOOOO!

Still doesn't get rid of that damn virus, though.